i want a semi - freaking normal life. do you get that? / you could die.  somebody has to do something  / i wanted to do it. i wanted to kill you. all of you / it’s killing me. i feel completely hopeless. just, please, let me out / and you know this thing’s gonna get out of control. that makes me responsible / i don’t know what else to do. do i keep trying to get them to listen to me? do i tell derek that he’s gonna get them all killed? how do you save someone who doesn’t wanna be saved? how do i stop them? / there’s no hope / every time i try to fight back, it just gets worse. people keep getting hurt. people keep getting killed / maybe i should just be no one again / not this time / because when i feel it, it’s like i’m looking into the heart of an immense darkness